which reminds me...

"skip, skip..skip" -- Dicentra Spectabilis

2004-11-13T10:08:00.000-08:00

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To touch you in your sleep

is like

to softly caress

your lips with mine,

it is heaven sent, the sweetest wine.

as our bodies twist

with willing, soft surrender

i caress your skin with tender

-- ness , as we lovingly entwine.

i silently whisper a silent prayer, that

when i arise the perfume of

your breathe

will silently still be there.

caressing my neck my fairest miss us,

scented with a night of line and

aching kisses,

you are my fairest thought my heart,

you are my deepest wish my sweet,

you are the longest journey's end

where those you cherish wait to meet

you. you are my flower.

your words are songs, your looks

from the very sun they start

shone only to slowly melt that which i give,

i give you my heart

you are the reason i love and live,

how did i find that joy in living

Before

Before you.

Before you with your unselfish giving,

took my life into your own

and showed me how the stars above

Like us,

have together brightly shone.

-- Tom Frankenberger --

feelings towards the president..

2004-11-04T22:53:00.000-08:00

my only beef is that this war is never going to end. i know it's no "vietnam", but it might take just as long. what if Kerry had won? it's not like it's going to change anything. i'm happy about the election results. I figured, he might as well finish what he started. It's hard enough as it is (esp with the US being very "divided" right now). People fall apart first, and then the government will second the motion. I was very impressed with Kerry -- conceding -- what a gentleman! I feel bad for him also, bec he really went out of his way for the campaign...he didn't let anyone go, not even MTV! But oh well, republicans soar! for the next four years anyhow.

i hate this war. I hate it for a LOT of reasons...but mostly because i know that there are people dying everyday because of it. I'm no freakin mother Theresa or anything, but it's definitely something else when you hear about it all the time on the news....and on the internet. I never ever watch the videos (beheadings), but just the fact that these infos are only a click away. I'm not sure what the point is (broadcasting these gnarly images) -- but if it is some form of a trick that these terrorrists have under their sleeves, it's working pretty darn well.

this blog shit

2004-11-04T13:56:00.000-08:00

i'm not sure why i participate...but i guess, for the most part..it's a very effective way of venting. Except, practically EVERYONE can read your posts. Or maybe, i'm not very familiar with the settings, yet. I like it for a lot of reasons..i'm a woman! i like gossips, and i like getting into ppl's head. haha! It's what happens when, finally, you outgrow chatting on yahoo. Blogs, bah! It's absolutely for ppl who are on the same boat as i am. Bored! too much leisure time! net nerd! HAHA! but anyway, i'm posting a pic of my daughter, only bec she's a great accessory!

isn't she the prettiest? *bow* hardyharhar!

from that someone i can't remember

2004-10-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

after a while you learn the subtle difference

between holding a hand and chaining a soul

and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning

and company does not mean security

(kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises)

after a while you learn to accept you defeats

with your head up and your eyes open

with the grace of an adult

and not the grief of a child

and you learn to build your roads on today

because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans

and the inevitable has a way of crumbling in mid-flight.

after a while we learn that even sunshine burns,

if we get too much

so you plant your own garden

and you decorate your own soul

instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers,

and you learn that you really can endure,

that you really are strong,

and that you really do have worth..